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| hey i know it has been about two weeks but i can never remeber to write bc i am usually never online. Well incase you were wondering what the previous one was about... some of you may know what happed about two months ago and it hurt so bad. it took me for ever to make my decision and when i did it got all screwed up anyway.. now i feel lost and have no idea what to do.. and as always i am having guy problems but i am not going to get into them... that would be ten pages long.. all i know is that i wish i could do what ever i wanted and not feel bad about it but i always think of othere people over myself and end up screwing myself over.. | | |
| HEY!!! i know i have not written in such a long time, and for some reason i think i should start again. I guess it is probably bc my life is all messed up and i dont even know what is going on. I have some many questions to ask so many people... but im scarred??? Why am i scarred.. i dont know.. im never scarred!!! Well actually lately i have been. I have messed my whole life up and dont know how to fix it!!! So until i can figure out how to fix EVERYTHING i fucked up in the past year, all i can say is IM SORRY!!! | | |
| Friends from the start
you and I
what brought us together?
that very first day
Your laughter, your smile
Your willingness to share your feelings
The way you were so willing to listen
a true friend you've always been
A shoulder to cry on
lending support
It doesn't matter now
what brought us together
that very first day
All I care about is that you are my
Friend for Life!!
Kristin, Jenn and Karly | | |
| hey!!! i know that i havent written in like a month but i have been jus so busy and so confused with what to write. i have been trying to figure out what has been going on lately with all of my friends and other people. i have always tried my hardest to make other people happy not caring how how it made me feel. now i jus dont care, i am going to do what i want for myself... peace!!! | | |
| Hey guys this weekend had its ups and downs so i guess ill start with friday. Friday i came home from school and i went to work from 3-6. i got to see kristin yeah!!! then i went home n showered n got ready n told adam that we were goin to the diner before bowling n to meet at ritas at 10:30. then i went back to ritas to help them get out of there.. ohh yeah before i went to ritas i went to walgreenas to drop off krisitns film for her. now back to ritas i helped them get out of their and then jenn n linda n chris showed up. when jenn sowed up she started crying. i felt so bad, i hate it when she crys. but she wouldnt tell mewhat was rong. so linda jenn n chris went to the diner and me n kris went to pick up her pics and no adam wasnt there yet. we finnaly got a hold of him n asked him where he was... he was at his hous watching the sixers game which at the time jus ended (hahahah u lost 50$) j/k!! then we told him to meet us at the diner and that where we went. we ate for a lil n then we went to the bowling alley. but while we were at the diner jenn told me what was wrong! now back to the bowling alley... it was really fun. then i slept over jenns house n adam drove us there. it was so cute he waited till we got in the door beofre he pulled away!!! then me n jenn talked for like an hour then we went to sleep n woke up realy early bc she had to go to work.. i was there for a lil then i had to go home. i slept all day! then i had dinner with my fam n then i went out with eric for a lil but that was no good!!! He picked me up n it was all ok but then he started yelling and screaming and stuff n i got relly scared so i called my dad to cum pick me up n then i called jenn n talked on the phone with her bc eric was scaring me! she told me everything was going to be ok... n she was rite. thanx babe. i luv u! then kristin called me n she stayed on with me n sed the same things.. i luv u too! then my mom came n we left n it was a long car ride home bc i was so scared n crying the entire time!!! then i went home n talked to everyone about what happened then it was like 230 n i was like im turnin my phone off n going to bed! the i got really mad n hit the wall really hard n messed up my wrist..its all swolen n brusied.. i think i broke it!! then i went to bed n woke up n jenn came over!!! yeah!!! then we were making cds n then kristin picked us up n e went to feasterville for their grand opening n then we went to krisitns new apartment.. it is so nice n big.. then i came home n now im writing this.. lol.. but ihave to go bc i have to call in to c if i have to work tonite!!! thanx evertone for cheering me up today!! i dont know what i would do without u guys! | | |
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